The Good Times

this blog was inspired by the song rain on me by swv.I remember when i was about 13 me n my best friend lisa sat crowded around a radio listening to all these love songs hoping that one day we will be able to find it. Everytime we got together it seemed as if it was a given that we were gonna talk about our boy problems. Now someone today said "why do girls surround their lives around boys.don't they have their priorites mixed up, where are their fathers?" The problem isnt that their fathers are missing out of their lives ...its human nature to love. I believe love is greatest gift given to man... it gives you this good feeling that you kinda get when you eat cookie and warm milk.Love makes my blood boil! But at the same time it can be a curse....your constantly wondering when that persons gonna call ...what there doing it non stop madess who honestly wants to be obessive about a person.I dont that too much stress in my life but when your in love your can't help it ...my teacher told that apart of our brain was made to love others ...well who the fuck screwed that shit up because it comes with too many side effects. Some times i just wish i was a cold hearted bitch but even a cold hearted bitch can't resist love. Maybe if it was just a faze i could live with that but No its something that unescapable which pisses me off. By the way blogger friends I'm kinda in the process of ending things with the lover man found out that hes cheating..not surprised because honestly all the other gys i have dated have done the same thing. I'm constantly asking the question when am i gonna find a decent guy that doesnt cheat.Its a depressing thought that every guy i date is dating another woman.I'm bout ready to give up ..I wouldnt mind having someone for me and me for him but i'm just gonna have to keep it moving even if im constantly crying inside mourning the next to last guy who broke my heart!:(